cant sleep

tmrw, viva list will be coming out and eventho i believe i can get thru without viva, am still anxious.... oh gosh... why why why? i dunno... huuuu.. oh gosh.. it wud be soooooo beautiful passing this exam after what ive been thru all this while... oh klang, am waiting for u.. oh mbbs, ure closing up.. cant wait cant wait cant wait.. haaaaaa gila gila gila

am trying to be positive here, positioning myself to be ready to accept whatever result ill be receiving tmrw, hope it will be a happy one... oh gosh.. shud i be sleeping? shud i study tmrw? shud i? argghhhhh gila gila gilaaaaa

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... am not confident at all.. this is allll because of my part A, been expecting that i pass, but ended up failing, AGAIN was a major blow.. whooshhh.... pardon my grammar, otak tak betul.. so tulis je ape yang keluar... dayuumm...

oh, byk nyamuk pulak kat bilik ni skrg, and luckily hari jumaat nak check out dah, and if semua ikut plan, weekend ni will be dedicated to biking, saturday n sunday for MSS at sepang circuit and motogp on sunday kat catalunya, spain.. hmmm... then, on weekdays, start working on elektif... nak buat reasearch on scabies kat rumah anak2 yatim sabak bernam n kuala selangor.. so kena study method of study n report... and kena pergi kuala selangor and sabak bernam.. huhuhuhu... oh yes.. doing this betul2 keep my mind of the viva list tmrw.. hehehe..

on biking, suit yang beli a month ago, tak test2 lagi... inner suit dah beli, semua dah ada, bila semua dah ada, time nak layan pulak takder.. adehhh... so am thinking, shud i go for open trackday on 25th and 26th, or tunggu sbm nyer trackday.. hmmmmm... if i go for open trackday, it will be my first time on track, so ill be intimidated by those yang laju2 nak mampos... dammnnn.. and if ramai, susah laa nak layan, betul x? tapi.. hmm.. shud i? shud i not? and if x kene viva on khamis, esok malam boleh layan tts puchong, dah one month tak layan... rindu all those lovely ppl at puchong, abg shaid, wak, kh, nanang and all.. huuuuuu...

and am planning nak beli kasut converse corduroy, tapi mcm benda lain pun nak beli.. mcm baju, dah asyik ulang2 pakai baju same je, dah bosan, so ingat nak shop, tapi duit tinggal ciput, boleh pilih satu benda je nak beli... and again, am not d person who loves to save on money.. ada duit je, licin, ade duit ke licin, simpan duit je, habis, habis duit je simpan, eh.. hahahahaha.. merepek dah... dang, dah pukul 2.10am.. and i hate nyamuk2 ni.. siot.....